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Now is my second year sitting at university level. Next period I will sit at the 3rd level (5th semester). If it is compared with my last school, both my junior and senior high school, I will sit at the third level and the last grade. In that moment, I would face the final examination which determinate whetever I can enroll my study to the higher level or not. But the condition always changes. I won`t face any national final examination at this year, because the procedure between my last school dan the university is quite different.

But challenge is still exist wherever me live. When I was student, national final examination is the biggest challenge I must face. But now, at this moment, at the moment will come, there`s another challenge I must face; i.e preparing my script and doing my SKS of KKN. Two new things for me that I must do to finish my study as best and as quick as possible…Sometime I hear that the spirit of student will be suspected by the virus of lazy at the phase. So I must anticipate that virus as soon as possible, if I don`t want to let the time pass me while I can do nothing. I also aware that my story is still short and there is a long way in front of me which wait and support me to do anythingbest…Yah, but awareness will be nothing without action…Awareness is never enough to make our hope come true…

I still have no idea about the script which I will write. But I know, that I prefer Qur`anic studies rather than Hadith studies. So I got one way…And I must look for the series ways that appropriate with my will and my ability. Today, I still hope that I will have the higher value of my IP (Indeks Prestasi; Achievement Index maybe)..Because the hope and will to get the perfecto is still disturbing me; although I know that I will face no easy process to get it. But once more, the emotional question that appear in my mind when I think this is…’ANYONE CAN REACH THAT, WHY I DON`T???’

I also know that after finishing my study at the 1st strata, it will difficult for me to enroll study at the higher level, because I have limitation at the cost. So, the only one way I can take is looking for the scholarship from the institution which facilitate student of 2nd strata. And the problem is, I still have no qualification on this…I still have nothing…My supply is still empty. I must start filling it…

So I know and aware, I have many-many homeworks I must finish as quick as possible. Bismillah…Bless me, God…